school spirit
it really doesn't feel like it's only 5 weeks into the new year...although I still spend most of my time at home working in front of the computer, I feel as if I've done so much...namely lots of business related projects.
want to see a dope interview with me? this is the first i-net interview I've done that has allowed me to talk about my acting and filmmaking, so it was very liberating and enjoyable...
why is it so hard to find a fucking job in this city? my father thinks I should move to vegas. but to my credit I did have an interview yesterday for a management position at a store I will not name but let's just say it sells make-up...which is good, I love make-up...and it'll allow me to keep running my company. and I'll have a steady paycheck. but this still isn't what I wanna do, my diploma is so worthless to me right now...ah the way us children of god get lost in the pursuit of just keepin our heads above water...what would I do without chaka khan's music...
if I laid down I would sleep SO HARD right now...the kind of sleep that feels more like a dreamless coma...the kind where when you wake up sometime, nine hours later, you feel like you've been sleeping for weeks.
but I'm going out tonight so I need to get my ass in the shower.
I'm tired like I injected nyquil into my vein with a needle (shudder)...like I just ate an entire sweet potatoe pie...tired like the janet jackson's titty fiasco.
I keep thinking of pretty good metaphors.
so I have a follow-up interview tuesday afternoon...I guess I'm meeting a senior manager. I did really well at the first interview...I had to considering I was twenty minutes late...I put the mollywhop on her with my charm, wit, and professionalism...your basic "hire me" shit...interviews are all about making yourself sound as flawless as possible without sounding self-important...an art, really.
how many heads really use their degree straight out of university? (you like how I said university instead of college? and I should start saying bloody before everything too. english people are cool.) I mean doesn't it take some years to really get into your field? well, for the most part? most of the people I know that went to college doen't use their degrees and some of them are well into another career...to my credit I've just kinda been floating around "careers" - not really attaching myself to anything grounded, anchored. web designer, bartendar, make-up artist...almost flight attendant. and who said being a waiter is the only way to making it in the acting/film field? I have life experience in great big sugarly chunks...when and if I finally do make a film it will be a work of pure, unadulterated, life experience...thats better then solely having a degree anyday I'd think. school made me book smart...everything after has crafted me a hustler, baby.
"what did the five fingers say to the face? SLAP! I'm rick james, bitch"
my god, hahahahaaaa...besides my fam, love, and cipher...and chaka khan...and kanye west...david chapelle gives me a reason to get up in the morning...
my birthday is soon.