I'm glad
aww man halloween was so much fun...it's my favorite hoilday, but for the past few years it's been very unremarkable. this year I got invited to a party, though, so I had it all planned out that I would get a dope costume and have money to spend on drinks and live it up...unfortunately my bank had other plans and decided to put a two day hold on a certified cashier's check (which is supposed to be as good as cash, therefore immediately available) so I had limited funds to work with. instead of going as gogo from kill bill and spending mad cash on a schoolgirl uniform, I decided to go as a little girl. I ran with a short skimpy babydoll dress I already had, picked up a pacifier, a baby bottle, and temporary butterfly tattoos (one on my cheek, one on my left boob), and put pink and blue ribbons in my hair - two bushy ponytails. sick, neh? I probably appeased a few secret distrubing fetishes of the men present, but no matter...I got lots of big ups and compliments and had a dope time anyway. my girls tara and lexy went with me...tara was a stripper (haha...chillin in a fishnet bodysuit) and lexy was an angel. a hootchie angel. we all kinda looked like hootchies. but c'mon the party was at a strip club...we were nearly overdressed for the occassion.
a lot of our peoples showed up so drinks were flowing all night...a neverending fountain of apple martinis. I have generous friends...or maybe they just wanted me to get twisted so they could take advantage of my innocent demeanor. whatever...I passed out candy with my tips and was generally loved. next year maybe I'll have my own halloween party.
I spent the rest of the weekend recovering from a slight hangover and cleaning my apartment for christopher's arrival; he got here on monday. I caught a cold sunday night, though, probably from staying up mad late and inhaling entirely too much dust (I'm allergic)...I greeted him with a stuffed up nose and a headache. I've been stuffing myself with medication, though, because we're going to see matrix revolutions tonight with jess, jorell, and tashia...man I can't wait. it's been a long time coming...I literally got butterflies in my stomach for this shit. I teased christopher about looking forward to the movie more then he was looking forward to spending time with me...I think tashia's trife ass is looking forward to seeing CHRIS more then me come to think of it...these bastards I swear.
my mood is better...I appreciate all the support yall gave. I'm extremely tired, but I'm not depressed...maybe I'll sink back into it when christopher leaves, but for now I am doing okay. my apartment is clean, I have food in my refrigerator, work is starting to pick back up a bit, my father is coming to see me in three weeks for thanksgiving...I have more positive then negative to focus on presently.
I have a business meeting on november 13 with a potential investor for my next venture...I am very much excited about it. bashir said he'd help me put together a proposal as he's better in these matters then I am. I hope now is finally the time for me because I don't wanna spend the rest of my young adult life watching opportunities pass me by...or getting used to never getting what I strive so hard for. it's like I'm used to not getting what I want...like I'm used to shit falling through, and therefore comfortable with mediocrity...I just wanna know what it's like to be the girl with the most cake.
I'm very tired...I think its all this medicine. I'm debating on whether to take a nap with christopher or watch matrix reloaded to get myself amped...